urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dancex10 dancex10 dancex10 2006-02-02T10:42:05Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dancex10:6941 2006-02-02T10:42:05Z 2006-02-02T10:42:05Z sufjan stevens- john wayne gacy jr. iam finally feeling completly free.<br />and happier than ive been in a long loong time.<br /><br />thanks to everyone that has stood by my side.<br />it means everything to me, and i will be passing out thankyous!<br /><br />iam ready to finally figure out what iam capable of....<br />no more limits, no more dead ends.<br /><br />end. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dancex10:6699 2005-12-06T07:02:21Z 2005-12-06T07:02:21Z Iam joining the union cuz iam cool. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dancex10:6409 2005-11-17T06:56:14Z 2005-11-17T06:56:14Z i remember... even back when you first prank called me..<br />youve always made me so happy. back when we first started hanging out and we went to the mall, and i wanted to hold your hand so bad. i dont even know why i didnt. shyness? intimidation? who knows.. but i should have!<br /><br />iam here for you. always. no matter how long it takes. iam here for you.<br /><br />after this is done... we will be the happiest. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dancex10:6277 2005-11-03T10:04:48Z 2005-11-03T10:04:48Z nothing.<br />could.<br />be.<br />better.<br /><br />nothing.<br />more.<br />to.<br />say. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dancex10:5957 2005-10-30T09:04:10Z 2005-10-30T09:04:10Z iam writting this for you... even though we will probably talk about it before you see this anyways.<br /><br />iam very sorry for the way that i acted the other night, and for the way that i made you feel. i think you know that it wouldnt have happened if it were in diffrent circumstances. i didnt know what to do or say, so i needed to get out, and think for a second.<br /><br />you know how much i love you, and how much i care about you. you are basically part of me now.... without you i dont know what id do, and because of that i really had no reason to act the way i did. <br />i really do love you more than anything, and you make me so happy.... i probably dont let you know enough, but you are my everything, and i am so gladdd that we are together. <br /><br />if i have too... i will proove to you each and everyday how much i love you... and thats A-ok with me:)<br /><br />you are my world paulette&lt;3<br />and i could never express how much you mean to me.<br /><br />ILY urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dancex10:5752 2005-10-24T06:58:09Z 2005-10-24T06:58:09Z between the buried and me Never have I fealt this way about another person. <br /><br />The fact that I think about her non-stop, and love being able to call her mine is wonderful. I can honestly say that I AM IN LOVE with Paulette Moutal. <br /><br />I love experiencing things with you, and spending all of my time with you. I love all that we go through... the days that we dont do anything, the days that we do everything, bike rides at midnight:), sleepovers, holding hands wherever we may find ourselves, being there for eachother through anything, writting notes to eachother whenever we feel like it.<br />You are my all.<br />and..<br />my heart is all yours.<br /><br />&lt;3xinfinite.<br /><br />P.s. US= Better then the rest. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dancex10:5540 2005-10-14T06:06:37Z 2005-10-14T06:06:37Z i am happy:)<br /><br />i have practically everything anyone could ever ask for.<br />and its wonderful.<br /><br />&lt;P.M.3 urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dancex10:5347 2005-10-08T20:09:37Z 2005-10-08T20:09:37Z i am better.<br />ahaha... my sickness went by quickly.<br />i under estimate my self sometimes i suppose,<br />and i need to be more positive.<br /><br />o.. and one more thing..<br />i love my girlfriend more then anyone will ever know.<br /><br /><br />&lt;P.M.3 urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dancex10:5002 2005-10-05T22:16:06Z 2005-10-05T22:16:06Z HHLL i feel as if this will stay with me forever.<br />BEING SICK IS GAY.<br /><br />i miss my girlfriend to much.<br />and now i have work, so who knows if ill ever get to see her.<br />i guess time will tell<br /><br />&lt;P.M.3 urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dancex10:4767 2005-09-23T08:03:58Z 2005-09-23T08:03:58Z my my how things will turn upside down in a blink of an eye. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dancex10:4409 2005-09-22T05:55:36Z 2005-09-22T05:55:36Z content=me<br /><br />sometimes you hope for times like these... and i must say its quite refreshing to have it happen.<br />no frets..<br />no regrets.<br /><br />ily P.M.&lt;3 urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dancex10:4170 2005-06-06T03:48:23Z 2005-06-06T03:48:23Z between the buried and me i miss my girl.<br />alot. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dancex10:3864 2005-05-16T05:51:53Z 2005-05-16T05:51:53Z SO.<br /><br />it seems as if iam in love, and this time its wonderfull because it really feels good and real. its the first time that ive fealt this way about a person and my feelings for her keep growing stronger day by day. The days that i dont get to see her seem to take forever to go by and when i do get to see her i wish time stopped and i could just be with her for ever and ever. for me this is exciting, because i cant wait to see what more is to come of this, and what things we will go through and experience. iam only sorry that i waited so long, and for all the hurt that ive put you through. you didnt know it but it tore me up knowing that i was hurting you, and all i can say is that your heart is now my heart, and anytime that your hurting or need to talk... iam here for you always... and i trully mean that. you are my world&lt;333<br /><br />i love how you make me feel.<br />i love how weve been through rough times but weve always been there for eachother.<br />i love how small you are.<br />i love holding you.<br />i love your kisses.<br />i love how you made me my OS shirt.<br />i love how were going to make more shirts.<br />i love knowing that your mine.<br />i love how your so shy.<br />i love watching movies with you.<br />i love opening my car door for you( even though i do it for everyone)<br />i love looking into your eyes.<br />i love how we met through a prank call.<br />i love doing everything with you that i can.<br /><br /><br /> i love my girl!!<br /> &lt;paulette3 urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dancex10:3604 2005-04-02T05:04:35Z 2005-04-02T05:04:35Z between the buried and me ive been gone for quite some time.... in some kind of depression state.<br /><br />ive been sleeping my days away, not doing anything with my life. Me and my dad have been talking about this, and ive also been getting advice from friends. i need to stop looking at whats happening now, and realize whats ahead for me.<br /><br />this is what iam thinking: Get a job at the Y being a lifeguard, and try that out for awhile... get acquainted with what tats all about. also when summer starts i will try some community college like foothill or de anza and see what those have to offer for me. depending on how these two roles make me feel, i may join the military as a marine. this seems very exciting and intreging, although so scarry. it seems like the best way to set up my future. itll not only help me get into ny college, but itll help pay for it, and also ill be able to get into any place i want to work... and id really like to work with my dad in General Dynamics. <br /><br />this will all take time to sort out, but give your guys opinions on what you think... it would be much appreciated&lt;333 urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dancex10:3350 2005-03-25T10:02:10Z 2005-03-25T10:02:10Z omfg.<br />so much has happened since i last posted.<br />theres a new band in town. it starts monday and its gunna be like hardCORE DANCE music. your gunna love it. iam a fuckin lifeguard at the Y. HOW SWEET. natasha is my lover. but she is grounded so it sucks. get her out of jail.<br /><br />the end urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dancex10:3275 2005-02-14T09:09:16Z 2005-02-14T09:09:16Z hella old underoath- changing of times omg.<br /><br />recent affairs have occured.<br /><br />that pretty much sums it all up.<br /><br />the end<br /><br />&lt;3 urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dancex10:2992 2005-01-31T07:48:09Z 2005-01-31T07:48:09Z its quite ridiculous how things can change up soo fast. 1 minute everything is perfect, and then the next everything falls apart. how i love life with its constant changes, and new beginnings. ive finally come to realize that nothing ever stays constant.... why it took me so long to realize.... whhhooo knows??? BUT! nothing... and i mean nothing surprises me now.<br /><br /> END urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dancex10:2369 2005-01-12T22:18:51Z 2005-01-12T22:18:51Z none TODAY= THE MOST BORING DAY EVER!<br /><br />i have absolutely nothing to do, which pisses me off seeing as how i should... i could be working, or....ahhhhh. i dont even know, but blagh! this is ridculous.<br /><br />save me. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dancex10:2157 2005-01-08T23:51:30Z 2005-01-08T23:51:30Z as i lay dying happy go lucky for now.<br /><br />my how things turn around? urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dancex10:2020 2005-01-03T08:42:36Z 2005-01-03T08:42:36Z red fall lots of things<br /><br />are going<br /><br />through my head.<br /><br />i got a snakebite yesterday(piercing) and my lip hurts.... indeed. i also went to a show yesterday, probably one of the biggest local shows ive ever been to... but it was cut short due to a girl being stabbed??? wtf... you dont even know how fucking. retarded. that. is. the end.<br /><br />maybe i could just not do anything... and just beee<br /><br />wow.<br /><br />could that happen? urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dancex10:1593 2004-12-22T01:08:48Z 2004-12-22T01:08:48Z just got back from the cabin. good times all around for the most part.<br /><br />no reception up there=gay. <br /><br />i dont want to write.<br /><br />later though.<br /><br />later urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dancex10:1441 2004-12-18T07:30:14Z 2004-12-18T07:30:14Z heavy heavy low low basically tonight was crazyness. crazyness explains about all of it. yes indeed. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dancex10:1072 2004-12-17T06:25:02Z 2004-12-17T06:25:02Z between the buried and me Ive been feeling quite content lately.<br /><br />HOW SLENDID!<br /><br />ive got a band formimg. It may be very great... lots of things going on. were going for a chant experimental hxc showcase.. AWWW YEEEEEE.<br /><br />and iam spent<br /><br /><br />whistles go whoooo whooooooot<br /><br />&lt;33 urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dancex10:859 2004-12-15T08:39:03Z 2004-12-15T08:39:03Z SOOOO... basically I feel like taking a table and busting a round house kick straight through it. That would be nice.<br /><br />things are so complicated, yet so simple. More then likely iam going to end up doing the wrong thing, and then.... <br /><br />to be continued. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dancex10:606 2004-12-15T07:11:51Z 2004-12-15T07:11:51Z this makes or breaks me.<br /><br />simple.